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today~
is a holidayz and a very nice holidayz indeed^^
as a lot of event is coming by.
But, jz a moment, when i saw something during surfing internet, i jz found out some STUFF which i really CARE.
i don`t know why i so mind about it!!!!
it supposely to be a good thing, but i don`t know.
have u cried for something u can`t achieve for now and maybe forever?
i am a total loser in this case, i don`t appreciate the time when i had a tiny chances!! i am really a failure in this case!!
and now probably is gone!!
no chance at all.
but i do really wish that the "something" can be very happie and won`t have any trouble along the journey.
happie alwiz and do appreciate the nice chances given to u.
i probably don`t know how to express my thought. but got 2 thing wondering my mind,
1) awfully sad
2) wish the ppl in involved with the "something" will be happie and won`t have any problem.

it was my fault tat i don`t appreciate time that will pass any seconds any minute when i am typing this message.
time that can change a human perspective.
time that can even change from nothing to "something"